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Saturday, May 9, 2009

Disappointments ,
Hatred , Sorrows,
My Feelings About The Past.
Why Arent I Dead Yet?

Why am i still here?
Why arent i dead?
Does God want me to know something?
Does HE wants me to suffer?
Why me? I know that others are suffering.
But my life is just meaningless for anyone to continue on.
People are avoiding me.
I'm just a nuisance to others.
Through their eyes, i'm just nothing.
I'm just a being with no future in hand.
Daydreaming things that wont come true.
Why am i still here?
Just take away my life
I will be happy.
There's nothing much for me to do in this world.
Mother nature is crying out for help.
We dont hear her cries.
The world is crumbling.
I cant be there for her that long.
seeing her is too painful for me.
i rather die than seeing her suffer for that long.
we have say our piece about it.
but are the big people doing anything?
why am i crying?
why am i hurting inside?
in the future, the snows will be the ashes.
ashes of our loved ones who died.
ashes of our future.
crumbles.
why arent we doing anything to change?
it does hurt.
it hurts badly.
it does leave a scar.
we cant forget the past.

the sun is hiding,
it wont come out until we do something,
we cant wait.
i want that sun back.
relight the darkness within my heart.

Yuki

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