Thursday, April 23, 2009
Drifting away from the loved ones,
Those lost souls begged for mercy,
Begged for another life,
To resolve their problems.

Weeks passed by and the same problems still lurking around my house. Problems here and there. when will it ever stop? i'm having problems and now my family needs me to settle their problems. i'm just a student who is working part time job and you expect me to settle the bills? i could settle my own phone bill but not the electricity bill. i could cut down my usage of the computer but dont ever ask for money to pay the bills. every action i execute, there will be someone stopping me and giving me advice before i repeat the same mistakes over and over again. this life sucks. i know it is. Well, people will say that other people's lives are more worse than mine and i ahve to agree to that but this is my opinion about my life. do i need a neon signboard to tell people that i'm having problem or should i just keep it as a secret and just handle it by taking in those painful sorrows into my heart? does that really work? if you are an emo person, well yes it does. my friend once told me - "Share with other people whom you trust the most and seek advice from that particular person. maybe he/she could help you out." My friend was right but one thing is a problem to me, that person whom i trust the most is gone from my life and i need her advice right now. she's living too far away from me. i cant be flying there and seek for her this year. well, i have to do the hard way out of the mess.

Are you the one?
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LoNeLyDeViLz @ 10:58 PM.

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Name: Muhd Firdaus Bin Badrul Hisham
Age: 18
Status: It's Complicated
Birth-Date: 14 May 1991
Location: Lands Of The Woods

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2009
June :
[x] 1 June : O Lvl Malay
[x] 2 June : Prelims Oral English
[x] 3-5 June : Extended School Hours
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[-] Japanese Course
[-] Photography Course


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