It is coming to an end? Are we really going to separate?
I know that i'm being an Ass but deep inside,
I'm just hurt. I'm waiting for you. Waiting for your heart to open again.
But, it seems to me that the opportunity wont be in my hands.
Loving you back is impossible for me to achieve.
You're getting more beautiful now and i'm just heartache
to see you with the new looks. I'm just scared that you'll be with someone else.
I want you back in my life. I dont want us to be friends.
I want more than that. I want to love you back like last time.
Dont you remember? We spent almost 24 hours together and we got through
our high and lows. Pictures of you is all i have to make me happy.
Did i ever get an email from you just to let me know that you're okay?
GOD Damnit, I search for you all over the site and trying to get infos on you.
Friendster and your old email is all i have to get in touch with you.
But, you didnt came back. Waited for you.
It seems long but it's worth it.
I'm just a fool to wait for you. But my heart says it's fine.
What the hell is wrong with me?
Why cant i get you out of my head?
My heart aches everytime. I just dont know why.
The long wait pays off and you came back.
I cant believe my eyes that you're back.
I'm happy.. It's more than happiness.
It's priceless to see you back.
When you told me everything, i got worried even more.
It's great to hear that you're doing pretty good in your studies
And pursuing your dreams.
I'm just sitting there and trying to be happy for you.
Right now, i think that i cant have you back in my life.
Well, we are friends but it'll not be the same.
Every painful memories will keep on haunting me.
I'm just an ordinary guy. I have an ordinary life.
Well, to be honest, i dont stand a chance to get you back as my love.
Nothing i do can make you happy.
I'm just a nuisance in life.
I rather kill myself and be with my father.
But why arent i doing it?
WHY?! I just want to be a person who is unknown to all.
I dont make a difference in people's lives.
I dont do extraordinary things.
I JUST HATE MY FREAKING LIFE.
I will be happy for you if the right guy comes to you.
I'll be happy for you.
Sun shining on brightly,
but the clouds came.
Everyone is disappointed.
It wont come back.
Trust me.
Rain will be ur fear and pain in your life.Goodbye Then
Yuki
Combine science MCQ paper today. Reached school early today. Too
to be exact. Tried to revise without anyone disturbing me. The swine flu crisis is getting worse each day and everyone is taking pre-cautions for it. Every morning, same routine. Take our temperature and report back to the teacher in charge. One of my classmates got sent back home and he didnt get to take the exams today. Wish him well and recover quick. Jonathan came and revised with me. Trying to absorb as much information into head and I tried to stay awake. Slept too late yesterday night. Met Venka on my way back home and he look good. Still having those muscles. haha~ tryingto impress me although I'm not
. Tomorrow is Maths exams and i have to score better marks so that my maths teacher wont nag at me anymore. She's a great teacher and teaches us well. Hope that i could make her proud. Well, that's all.
Today's paper isnt that bad except for one question that i didnt do due to the insufficient timing. The others have enough content for the markers to read and maybe give me marks which could satisfy me. Nothing much has change, grandma is out of the hospital and my family is still having problems. well, not exactly my family, i think that it's just me having tough times. Ah, the old days are coming or maybe new things will arouse as time goes by. My friends getting hang of the polytechnic life and I'm still stuck in my secondary life.
. Trying to change for the better and now, i'm thinking positive about the education life. It really does benefits me. Oh oh, guess what? I'm getting a second chance to get a passing grade for my CCA. I have to do them so that they could cut off my poly points. Getting into poly is not easy these days. *sigh*
